Minutes Are Flying By
Why is time going by incredibly fast right now? I blink and feel like days are passing me instead of seconds.
The last couple weeks have been a blur of activity, yet I have a crystal clear image of the wonderful memories created. 
This week has nearly vanished before my eyes! Though it certainly did not vanish… I say it very literally. LOL. Tomorrow I pack up the last of my things and I will spend the next couple nights with my family… then on Sunday, I drive off to Las Vegas to live and spend the next couple years with my 2 oldest children. I am very happy and excited.
While I am excited and happy, I am also a bit sad to leave my family here. These last 15 months have been very huge in my life. Not only were they life saving… they also brought about a-lot of personal growth and a new-found closeness with my family. During these last 15 months I have reconnected with family, strengthened old bonds, and created new ones. I have spent nearly EVERY weekend for 15 months with my family. Perhaps only a day… but seeing them and having them so close to me is something I wish I could pack up and take with me. I tease them that if they packed up and followed me, I could guarantee them that they will not become stagnant and bored because stability has never been my “thang”… LOL. In all seriousness though… I do hope that one day we will all be able to be near each other again.
When I first moved here in April 2011… I was at my lowest. It took all my strength to keep going each and every day. My family was there for me every step of the way and provided me with all the support they could. Aside from my family, Q has been a shelter from the storm. This man has seen my bad days and my good days and knew from day one what he was up against. If not for him and all my loved ones who have helped me to this point… I don’t know where I would be. They were the light in the darkest tunnel.
“Take a bow…Turn the page.”
This is my life through poetry, quotes, and my journal. The intense ride of my ups and downs of life ...and the relentless mood disorders I suffer from.
ALL the best in the world to you Muse xx
July 6, 2012 at 8:11 AM
Thank you Cat! Can’t wait to get to normal and start writing some poems.
Soon… ♥
July 6, 2012 at 8:23 AM
Big hugs and yes – onwards right xoxoxoxoxooxoxooxoxoxo
bestests of luck in everything xoxoxo
July 6, 2012 at 8:30 AM
BPMUse,
Be strong, enjoy these changes, as stressful as they might be. You guys will all be better for it.
Le Clown
July 6, 2012 at 9:30 AM
Thank you Le Clown. I am looking forward to updating. ♥ First post of next week will be from a casino. LOL…. just kidding.
July 6, 2012 at 11:38 AM
Muse, I’m so happy for you, and have all positive thoughts for your future! You have worked very hard to get to this point, and really deserve so much love and happiness. As difficult as it is to leave loved ones behind, your future is forwards. Wishing you a wonderful journey!
ps: I just posted about my plans as well – I am moving too! xoxox
July 6, 2012 at 9:30 AM
Thank you Julie! Your positive thoughts are felt my friend. ♥ I am off to read about your move!
July 6, 2012 at 11:38 AM
Hold on tight to all those wonderful good memories. xx
Safe journey to Las Vegas.
July 6, 2012 at 10:23 AM
Indeed I will.
♥
July 6, 2012 at 11:40 AM
Thank you for the opportunity to peek through the window into your world.
July 6, 2012 at 4:13 PM
Right beside you! Love, Linda
July 6, 2012 at 5:54 PM
Good luck on your new adventure. I hope you have much happiness.
July 6, 2012 at 7:37 PM
I am so excited for you and wish you well on your new adventure. You are such a strong woman and I admire your strength and reasonings….
Celeste
xoxo
July 10, 2012 at 5:23 AM