The Missing Bipolarmuse
I know I have been very sporadic, if not downright slowed down, with my blog posts and reading the blogs that I follow. I have a very good explanation that I would love to share.
As you know, my move here was a huge change for me. I emphasized my desire to be single and to simply enjoy life. My goal was to continue being mentally healthy and growing on a personal level… to spend time with my children… and to live.
6 weeks ago I was blindsided by love.
Yes, Bipolarmuse is head over heels in love with an amazing man… a man who is showing me a new world. A world of love… mutual respect… boundaries… goals… and dreams coming true. Through him I am learning more about myself than I ever imagined possible…and I am learning that there is more to me than I knew existed. He is showing me what love truly looks like… how it is not one sided but a dual part that two people play together.
I cannot express how this man is changing my life, and the way that we compliment one another.
I have loved in my past but I never knew that I could love someone to this caliber… I never knew that love like this was possible for me. I always felt that “that ship had sailed” so to speak.
I am no longer cynical about love. Just when I wasn’t looking, the man of my dreams was placed directly in front of me. I am glad that I didn’t choose to walk around him… instead, I locked eyes and the conversation just flowed between us.
The rest is history.
♥
This is my life through poetry, quotes, and my journal. The intense ride of my ups and downs of life ...and the relentless mood disorders I suffer from.
quite alright muse. keep it moving along and keep enjoying it:)
September 18, 2012 at 1:53 PM
Thank you Don… it is a very welcomed change in my life. He continues to amaze me daily.
September 19, 2012 at 7:33 AM
this is wonderful news~! you deserve happiness my dear
Sherline
September 18, 2012 at 2:35 PM
Thank you Sherline! He is so wonderful… I have never felt so happy in my life. ♥
September 19, 2012 at 7:34 AM
It is great to hear from you and that you are doing so well. I was thinking of you today and wondering how things were. xx
September 18, 2012 at 2:58 PM
Thank you… and for keeping me in your thoughts! Life has been busy since my move… and then it got even more hectic when he walked into my life. It has been truly beautiful and such an eye opener. He is everything I have wanted…and exactly what I have looked for. ♥
September 19, 2012 at 7:36 AM
you deserve it you know xx
September 19, 2012 at 8:52 AM
Thank you. What is crazy is that I just got to the point where I believe that…and it happened to me like they said it would, when I least expected it and wasn’t “looking”… I am just so happy to have met and fallen in love with such an amazing, beautiful, kind yet firm man.
He makes my heart burst. ♥
September 19, 2012 at 10:58 AM
Amazing journey.. glad you’re happy and you deserve it
September 18, 2012 at 9:53 PM
Thank you so much! I plan to be on this journey for a VERY long time.
September 19, 2012 at 7:37 AM
You’re most welcome, I’m so happy for you
September 19, 2012 at 7:47 AM
I had wondered why you hadn’t been posting of late! Missed you, but under the circumstances I’m sure we will all forgive you!! Wonderful news Muse. Love conquers all. xx
September 19, 2012 at 3:06 AM
Thank you so much! Love does conquer all.
I have been so wrapped up in him… and of course, since my move, my time is more limited just being busy with life.
I will try to get on a better writing schedule.
But a good schedule is important.
Thank you for your continued support!
September 19, 2012 at 7:41 AM
“Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.” – Aristotle
No need to explain … Enjoy yourself and be well!!!
September 19, 2012 at 7:56 AM
Thanks so much! That is such a great Aristotle quote… thank you for sharing it.
September 19, 2012 at 10:55 AM
Good, good news. So happy for you (both).
September 19, 2012 at 4:49 PM
Thank you Ben! I have been ecstatic to say the least… ♥
September 19, 2012 at 7:55 PM
Then today I read this today:
“The Ancients said, “Give up and you will succeed.” Is this empty nonsense? Try it. If you are sincere, you will find fulfilment.
- Lao Tzu
September 20, 2012 at 2:15 AM
Hooray for new love! So, so happy for you – you deserve this!
September 20, 2012 at 9:55 PM
Thank you… I am quite enamored by him and enjoying every moment. ♥
September 21, 2012 at 3:32 PM
Holy cats – if that’s what’s keeping you away from the blogosphere, have at it and more power to you!
Couldn’t be happier for you, Muse!
September 21, 2012 at 12:10 PM
Thank you Guapo! It was completely unexpected and has been such a beautiful life change for me. He has my world completely turned upside down.
September 21, 2012 at 3:34 PM
So happy for you, Muse, and love strikes usually when we’re not looking for it…my hubby bought my frig when I was moving into a new apt. Thank God for appliances!
Hugs!
September 30, 2012 at 1:18 PM
Hugs back to you! You are right… it was completely unexpected and now I am just enthralled by this man. I couldn’t be happier. ♥
October 1, 2012 at 6:47 AM