I know I have been very sporadic, if not downright slowed down, with my blog posts and reading the blogs that I follow. I have a very good explanation that I would love to share.
As you know, my move here was a huge change for me. I emphasized my desire to be single and to simply enjoy life. My goal was to continue being mentally healthy and growing on a personal level… to spend time with my children… and to live.
6 weeks ago I was blindsided by love.
Yes, Bipolarmuse is head over heels in love with an amazing man… a man who is showing me a new world. A world of love… mutual respect… boundaries… goals… and dreams coming true. Through him I am learning more about myself than I ever imagined possible…and I am learning that there is more to me than I knew existed. He is showing me what love truly looks like… how it is not one sided but a dual part that two people play together.
I cannot express how this man is changing my life, and the way that we compliment one another.
I have loved in my past but I never knew that I could love someone to this caliber… I never knew that love like this was possible for me. I always felt that “that ship had sailed” so to speak.
I am no longer cynical about love. Just when I wasn’t looking, the man of my dreams was placed directly in front of me. I am glad that I didn’t choose to walk around him… instead, I locked eyes and the conversation just flowed between us.
The rest is history.