How about a little happiness!!!
This is a short video of my babies singing “Lighters”… it is so adorable.
I need a little “happy” going on today and wanted to share it.
So awesome… P.S. My son has his Dads monotone singing voice… 
He Gave Me Rainbows
He Gave Me Rainbows
My son was here for a few days to visit which I absolutely adored. We had fun, took pictures, acted silly, and I got some “real” hugs out of him. 
While at my apartment… which I affectionately call the “ghetto”, we had some rain… not only did we see a rainbow, but it was a double rainbow. I wish you could tell in this picture but it is not showing through. It was beautiful. My visit with him was beautiful and I look forward to the time I get to spend with him and his sister… my eldest daughter. ♥
Time is precious… especially spent with those you love most.
Thank you my dear boy…
You brought me more happiness,
than I can explain.
A piece of bliss.
♥
Love, Momma
My Four…
****MY FOUR****
When I held you in my womb, I already knew,
Exactly how much I loved you.
I knew it would grow with each and every day, limitless,
A love unconditional, A love Priceless.
Evey push of your feet, your hiccups, all accounted for.
I was in awe with you, you were completely adored,
And knew this love was forevermore.
Everything from long thumbs, shyness, and curly locks…and then a crazy boy that was fearless, He never stopped.
From make believe – Superman, Spider man,
and Batman..
Then a princess with a fiery attitude,
on her hips rest her hands,
My Hero’s you all stand.
You Four, my heart you have.
As you grow I am entranced…
by your beauty, both
inside and out.
Everything from your hugs, to your kisses,
Just hanging out…
I miss.
Personal talks, taking walks,
daily sonic trips..
I miss.
Playing games, football in the backyard with future Razorback and Razorette,
falling to sleep,
Loving embraces enveloping me.
I miss.
You are secure in my heart,
but know that healing…
is not near nor far.
I love you, My Four.
Forever.
And Forever.
And Forever More.
© bipolarmuse 2012
Love Is…
Love is a connection, a bond, it is also a four letter word.
Love is action,
It is forgiving even during our worst moments,
For we are fallible humans.
Love changes and shifts, as the earth does,
just as it should, to grow stronger.
Love is ever increasing energy,
Love is poetic,
Beautiful,
Passionate,
Mad, Crazy,
Life Changing.
Love is art,
Compassion,
Love can be silly, and fun.
Love is like a fairytale.
It is soul binding.
Love never lasts long enough,
Inasmuch as, eternity feels minute.
Love is to touch, and to truly feel,
To feel the connection. Not to ingenuously connect,
But to sense each others energy.
Love is kind.
Love is forgiving.
Love is action.
For myself, Love is CRAZY.
© bipolarmuse 2011
This is my life through poetry, quotes, and my journal. The intense ride of my ups and downs of life ...and the relentless mood disorders I suffer from.
